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| alright so today was...ok i guess. well i was in first period english and then the counselor called me in so they fixed my next semester schedule cuz they put it early release 5th period then drafting 6th period so yea that was messed up. but then they decided theyd go ahead and put me in a smaller english class cuz 1st is too big. so they switch my government and english class. so i went to government (the good thing is david isnt in there lol) so yea it kinda sucks tho cuz me and anthony are on opposite sides of the school at all time lol. the last 2 years we had like the closest classes to eachother then this year the counselors had it in for us i guess lol. for we barely see eachother at school cept a couple times by chance or if we decide to meet up somewhere and risk being late to class.
so then i go to 2nd period english and...i know a few ppl in there. the 2 i know the most are cam and rachel. but i havent actually talked to cam for like...a year, hes changed a lot since we last hung out. but rachel is still in there.
then the rest of the classes are the same and boring as ever and most of them i dont even have to pass but if i didnt it would just screw up my gpa. i regret not doing pass/fail on a couple. i do have to pass english and government...and gym but im student assistant so i just have to follow the teacher around and do what she tells me to do. no dressing out or running or anything.
so preston landt, my dearest friend of them all is in tennesee right now, on his way to virginia for college prep and he'll be gone for a year and its the saddest thing ever cuz hes my best friend. and cayden is leaving tomorrow to go back to dubai and thats the saddest thing ever cuz hes my other best friend. and adam hates me cuz of stuff he heard, i dunno what tho. which sucks cuz i liked him so its kinda like...damn. hopefully he'll start slowly becoming nice to me again. im trying to be nice to him cuz like..i really want him to like me again and for stuff to be back to normal. of course even anthony admits nothing is normal yet and it probably wont ever become completely the same cuz so much happened. we both did stuff that hurt eachother and its just kinda like...yea, it will take some time.
i went over to his house yesterday and like nina did the 21 question game with me about where ive been and stuff. mike is the only one who knows most of it out of the family and he always liked me so yea, it was funny to see anthony yesterday having to shove me into his house cuz i was too scared to go in. then his mom calls from around the corner "hi amber! do you want some dinner?" and anthony starts laughing cuz he knew nina was gonna do that, grrr. but yea, i didnt get a chance to talk to his dad tho. he was always the one that talked to me the most, so we'll see about that.
im really really really pissed at my friend for like no reason...yet. ok well i think i know exactly what he did and...well so far yea, and im just...not able to stand this. i gotta call and bitch at him or something cuz this is driving me insane | | |
| ok chris talked me into it, so i'll go ahead and post something for once! hehe. (chris hale, sorry if that confuses anyone) today ...well...an hour ago was july 4th lol. cayden is getting on a plane tomorrow to come to tejas everyones like OH NO! lol. i didnt get to see samm this summer which was not cool i really wanted to see her. gosh what a BIATCH!! lol jk samm you better be having lots of fun in texas right now tho. i met this new guy, his name is Asa. i internet met him but whatever. hes so neato! ive talked to him quite a bit since first talking to him yesterday, so great. for 4th of july i went and hung out with chris (E.) for a few hours. lol we just played games but there was this one fun game we played for the most part cuz it was soo fun to play and i tried to play good but kept dying, it just became pretty humorous after a while. anthony is coming back from new york tomorrow and i might see him when he gets back, not sure yet tho, my mom mentioned something about work so we'll see. i tried to talk chris (E.) into not going to england but nooo that didnt work heh, gonna miss that guy! i talked to him basically all of my high school time except for this coming up year cuz hes graduating. and he was so fun along with noel so those guys will be sorely missed but chris will be emailing me so yay. umm..what have you missed since february? ugh, absolutely NOTHING! besides, if you actually talk to me on a regular basis you wouldnt need this stupid xanga to keep tab on me, now would you? and if you dont talk to me on a regular basis then why the hell not?! no one reads this dumb thing anyway cept for the ones that like to cuz they wonder if i put something interesting in here and to you people is why i still post in here lol. cuz i read yalls too so we're even. anywayz i should get to sleep or something. im hyperly tired so i should probably calm down so i can get some sleep. night all hopefully i'll post again sooner than december | | |
| 1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie/icon/etc reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
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| today was such a boring day cept for getting to talk to kk and his perverted sidekick well stokes fell asleep so the perverted sidekick was absent from the convo for a while and so i just talked to kk till he passed out at like 4am lol. yea i stayed home from school today cuz of...not doing an essay lol. yea im a loser.
yesterday was so completely awesome!! at first it was really depressing cuz i was still upset over some stuff (if you dont know why by now then i wasnt intending to tell you) but its all fixed now. and yesterday night was so awesome cuz it helped me be happier bout stuff. john picked me up to take me to youth. we went to game stop first and then went to gambinos. it was sooo freezing out there!! and i was wearing like 3 shirts and a jacket. so finally when the skit and songs and everything was over we all ran inside. i met some pretty awesome ppl there. and got to know some of them. jordan and john wanted to go to sonic so the 3 of us hopped into the suburban and got food from sonic. fun stuff! we stayed in the suburban the whole time until my mom picked me up cuz it was too cold to leave. we just stayed in there and talked. jordan got shotgun so i just stayed in the backseat which was great cuz i the whole seat to myself, heck yea! then my mom picked me up and i got to talk to anthony on the phone afterwards. it was such a great night just got to see friends i dont normally get to hang out with. wish presto had been there but he had homework. i was waiting for him the whole evening but he never showed but i'll see him some other time.
gotta go do my essay now or else..the wrath of my english teacher, blah | | |
| 5.what size is your bed? uhh full
6.do you like it? uhh YEA!!
7.you're going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at a cafe. what do you wear FROM your closet? umm...jeans and some blouse that i like, nothing i wouldnt wear to school cuz i figure thats probably where i met him and if he liked me like that then good enough
8.Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars? ew no
9.if you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you think? i would be so happy. because im totally afraid of growing into a fat old lady with saggy boobs<--haha what that person said!!
10. letter or e-mail? letter
11.of world war III broke out, what would you say? "i so saw this coming"
12.buttons or boxes? wtf mate?
13.which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? cayden, anthony, my mom, erin, and colette
14.what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you off? tight jeans, or tight pants for that matter...but only pants, cuz tight shirts are great well..depends on the guy
15. what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on? baggy pants but not like..to his knees baggy, and tshirt, not trying to hard tho, and boxers
17.florida or cali? ok thats really tough..cuz i like them both but if i have to choose id say cali, it may be like really hot and brown during summer and the water might be freaking freezing but at least it doesnt get hit by hurricanes, just random earthquakes
18.is the world screwed? not all of the world. middle east-yes.(ok i like LOVED that cuz it cracked me up, so i'll keep it, my middle east friends might get a kick out of too hehe) no but really, i think like the whole world is starting to hate U.S. so my opinion is we're starting to get screwed. i mean..dont the soviets still have that atomic bomb? ok whatever i suck at history so i'll shut up
19.is cussing a neccesity in life? no
20.what's an object you can't live without? food and water, maybe thats 2 but both are VERY important...ok fine, water
21.can you live without the microwave? NO!!! so whoever is plotting against it better not take mine! damn hot pocket that took like 30 min in the oven and wasnt even good
22.You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? pretend it never happened. i learned the hard way that if you tell that friend...he just gets so full of himself its amazing!!
23.would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely making it with a dog? barely making it with a dog, at least the dog can ease my troubles (hehe thats clinically proven)
24. how's your schoolwork for you right now? all a's.
25.what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? hurt ppl close to me
26.Favorite weather- autumn, unfortunately you cant even notice it here i should SOO go to new york
27.what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? eyes, i know like every girl says that but seriously...its true. ok im so bsing, its really body but whatever
28.what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? they have to be nice to ppl, or i just wont even bother
29.do you know what 143 means? no. is it even a term?
30.who's phone number are you hoping to get? every number that i want, i have.
31.describe melancholy, if you don't know, then skip this question. sullen or something
32.describe mellow- like whoooa hehe thats the best i could come up with, actually when i think of mellow i think of a hippie thats like totally high
34.what time did you sleep last night? um..2?
35.which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? guy-kk, his email sounded like he really needed someone to talk to girl-samm, cuz i know i wouldnt be completely and totally bored right now hehe
36.is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? no, but ppl do it anyway
37.would you rather be married in venice, italy, or honolulu, hawaii? venice seems kinda cheesy, and italy id just go there for the ice cream! and hawaii is where brainless surfer guys are:-/ ok what happened to a nice church setting in like..the countryside or something?
38.would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? sandwiches cuz i ate pasta 3 days in a row and couldnt touch it for months
(girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? nice, like in one of those special feeling kinda ways
40.do you want to drop school? no.
41.what do you think of the word, "no pain, no gain" ? its true. and that sucks :(
42.what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul" ? i think its true, ive been told many times that if you cant tell how im feeling just look in my eyes and they answer all the questions.
43.What do you think of sleep? whoever invented it i should thank.
44.if you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to 500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for it? no, there would be no reason for me to live to my fullest every day. and id watch my friends leave me one by one until i was alone
45.at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one them them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? true
46.Are you a procrastinator? extremely, right now im avoiding a research paper due tomorrow
47.waffles or pancakes? pancakes
48.how's your cereal in your bowl? with milk?
49.what's an annoying trait about you? i dont always give ppl benefit of the doubt
50.football or rugby? ok..this might sound really sad but what is rugby? i'll choose that!
51. hat or visor? visor, i dont wear hats
52.ice skating or rollerblading? roller blading, none of yall ever wanna see me ice skating
(girls) your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day with a shiny head. what do you HONESTLY think? i would think that i like his long hair better, but it will grow back , and its a good thing i like him for his personality.(hehe i liked that answer so i'll keep it)
54.pizza or burgers? pizza, both will make you fat, why not make it worth it!
55.what colour is your jacket? which one?
56.what's something you ALWAYS have on you? earrings.
57.what do you think of guys with nailpolishes? well..if their punk, then its cool. but if not, i would think they're gay.
58.do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall alseep in 5 seconds? im a thinker
59.would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an all girls or guys school? private school.
60.there's a high school that'll be on a cruise ship and you have the opportunity to go. it's your last year at school. do you go for it? depends if my friends are going or not
61. who do you want to take with you to the prom? whoever im dating at the time, and if im not dating someone, then..i'll go with friends. and i so wish i could go to dubai prom with stokes next year, maybe it can work out
62. your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. in their state of drunkness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. they wake up the next morning with a slight memory that did something stupid. what do you do? ummm screw you *slap*
63.is cyber sex considered cheating? ew, thats not the problem, the real problem is why the heck are you cybering!?
64.how do you react to change? it depends on what kind of change..
65.are you happy? right now, yes.
66.favorite berries- black berries
67.what's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? my eyes.
68.do you take a shower after a bath? sometimes
69.what's colour's your towel? white
71.what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? when i was really sick on wednesday and the nurses were being totally unreasonable
72.chalk or crayons? crayons.
73.how's you happiness level right now? 0 (low)- 10 (high) 9
74. coffee, tea, or me? coffee
75.wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? uhhh...sure *shrugs*
76.who was the last person who complimented you? anthony
77.what's wrong with your school? the stupid nurse system
78.do you know what an aphrodisiac is? heh. yes.
79.who do you wish you could kiss? everyone, ha! not really, bleh
80.movies at home on in a theater? both, depends on my mood.
81.wanna live in a castle? only if it has indoor plumbing and a very good heating/airconditioning system
82.isn't gondola a cool word? whatever floats your boat
83.what coat do you wear in the winter? no need for a coat here
84.(girls)what's something about guys you don't get? the whole lesibans are hot thing..but not all guys are like that
86.who was better in rush hour/rush hour 2? rush hour
87.it someone said you were hot, what would you think? i would be flattered.
88. you go to your bf/gf's house for the first time and in his/her room, and everywhere is... you. what do you think? umm...buh bye
89.what happens when you hear the word christmas? PRESENTS!!
90.does being a psycho sound appealing? no, it sounds scary.
91.what food brings back good memories? big macs lol
92.do you talk to yourself? sometimes..
93.sun or moon? moon.
94.what's your opinion on love? its cool
95.what's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opp. sex? i have lots of happy memories.
96.would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? ballroom.
97.do you think you can afford to lose weight? a few pounds.
98.if you could dye your hair any colour, what would you dye it? reddish, blondish color without all the damaged hair after effect
99.what's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? that everything about me is beautiful
100.how was the survey? pretty pointles..
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